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For the New House by Ursula K. Le Guin

May this house be full of kitchen smells
and shadows and toys and nests of mice
and roars of rage and waterfalls of tears
and deep sexual silences and sounds
of mysterious origin never explained
and troves and keepsakes and a lot of junk
and a flowing like a warm wind only slower
blowing the leaves of trees and books and the fish-years
of a child’s life silvery flickering
quick, quick, in the slow incessant gust
that billows out the curtains for a moment
all those years from now, ago.
May the sills and doorframes
be in blessing blest at every passing.
May the roof but not the rooms know rain.
May the windows know clearly
the branch and flower of the apple tree.
And may you be in this house
as the music is in the instrument.

Couldn't have liked it more.

Apr. 17th, 2025 09:15 pm
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This afternoon, someone told me my chocolate cake was as good as her mother's, which is as heavenly a compliment as I can imagine.

Also of note this afternoon, the slope of light through the sky and onto the buildings told me summer's on its way, and I'm happy to watch it arrive.

One last bell.

Apr. 16th, 2025 09:15 pm
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I've commented before on how there's a better quality to cast-offs in New York City - classy trash, basically. Many people have, constantly and all over the place. Some people make careers off it. Personally, I just take it as it comes, like another very nice hoodie sweatshirt that's making its way into regular rotation.

Of note, today I talked to someone about the difficulties I've been having with submitting job applications or pitches to literary agents and how the difference with that is it's energy directed outward, while writing is energy directed inward and helps keep me going that way. I'm not sure what I'd need to do to get enough energy for both, but it feels good to put a set of specific words to it.

Today's medical tip

Apr. 15th, 2025 12:17 pm
resonant: Ray Kowalski (Due South) (Default)
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If you sometimes have blood in your urine, even just a bit, even just now and then, and you test negative for a urinary tract infection, ask your doctor if you need to see a urologist. If it happens twice (especially if you smoke), TELL your doctor you need to see a urologist.

I've just had my follow-up appointment from having a small cancerous growth removed from my bladder. I'm fine! I feel fine! My prognosis is fine! But I'm glad we caught it early and wish I had gone to a specialist even earlier.

The doctor compared this procedure to removing a malignant mole from your arm or a polyp they find during a colonoscopy, so as procedures go this was a pretty simple one.

I now have to have a cytoscopy to watch for regrowth, and after four years the frequency will go down but I'll have to have them annually for the rest of my life, just another annual thing like a Pap or a mammogram.

I would have pursued more healthcare if I hadn't been scared. So if you're scared the way I was, I'll put some details below the cut; if you're squeamish, maybe don't click that arrow.


cut for gross stuff )

Shots in the dark.

Apr. 14th, 2025 10:10 pm
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At the Seder last night, trying to make conversation, I asked the man next to me if he'd read anything good recently. He said he hadn't read much contemporary stuff in a while. I told him it didn't need to be contemporary, just something he'd read recently - if he'd just read The Tale of Genji, for example.

As it turns out, he'd recently reread certain parts of that one. We ended up talking about translations and philosophies behind preserving language and intent for a good while.

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